Celebrating Suerk's Life

13 July 2008

Paul's Letter to Loved Ones -- 13 July 2008

Dear Friends,

I have not been in touch with you for several days, because of a very weird and not-very-pleasant experience I have had. On Tuesday evening (8 July), around 10pm, I was flying around my house being chased by two Boston Terriers who wanted the toy that I was teasing them with. As I was zooming through the kitchen, I slipped on a patch of water, after which my head bashed the panel over the oven and then I slumped to the floor, where I passed out for a bit. When I woke up I did not know how long I had been unconscious. I did know this: I could barely move, I had no feelings in my arms, hands, legs, and therefore I could not move. I also knew this: no one would be physically coming to my home for me until 4pm the next day: a high school classmate who was picking my up for a Bar-B- Que we were attending on early Wednesday evening. To the best of my knowledge I spent 18 hours immobile on the floor. Of course my dogs licked my hands and face, and I did have a rather enforced time of introspection. When my friend Dave arrived at 4pm, I was awake and mentally lucid. I said "Dave, get me out of here".
He said, "There is no way that I can get you out of here myself, I'm calling the paramedic squad". Two people arrived, and they were brilliant but they waited for more help. When the squad of 8 people was assembled, they got me to the ambulance en route to Hamot Hospital ER in Erie. The rest is a bit of a blur, because I was on a gurney being wheeled everywhere. At about 9:30 that night, the neurosurgeon operated on my spinal cord, which decompressed a portion of it in order to allow more blood and other healing elements to flow and nourish the damaged spinal cord. The next morning I had a much more simple procedure. A very fine screen was inserted in my thigh near the groin to preclude large clots from flowing to my heart or brain.

Since then I have been in the ICU which is a kind of highly monitored dormitory for accident victims. I am confined to my bed attended to by a talented staff of nurses and practitioners, who have been marvelous in attending to my needs. In addition, my beloved godson, John Chapman, and his mother, Nancy Chapman, have been living in my house taking care of my pets, and providing a veil of love, devotion, and concern.
It is now Sunday morning I am still in intensive care and will be for several more days. The next major chapter of this adventure will be my admission to a rehabilitation hospital for major physical and emotional therapy to prepare for the running of my next marathon. That stay will probably last into September, perhaps longer. I know this: If I can begin serious running at age 40 and still run thirteen marathons, I feel I have the strength, perseverance, and dedication to see this issue to a successful conclusion. You might be thinking, "How is he able to be writing this on a computer". I am not. I am dictating this to my godson John who might become my amanuensis (look it up!).

There are probably a thousand more things I could say, but you need your sleep too. If necessary there will be more news but if you here none, assume that things are going well.

Paul

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Matt,
I don't know you and you don't know me, but please give my love to Paul. I was heartbroken when I heard this. He has helped me through so much; school, work, and life. I would be devastated to lose Paul.

Paul,
If you read this, I love you. You have been like a father and a brother to me. Don't give up. If I have to, I shall clone you, just so i can bug you in the future. KIDDING! I love you Paul. Hugs, from your favorite kid! At least, I hope I'm your favorite. L.O.L.

Get better fast, and keep in touch. Your voice is always a friendly one to hear in this house. Especially during the hard times, when we know you can guide us through.

If you are able to, please reply back to zxdc7@hotmail.com and let me know how you are. PLEASE DO!

Anonymous said...

Hi Mr. Suerken
I know you dont remember me although I was the only African American person in the graduating class of 1980. My name is Nevelyn and I am from Oakland, CA. I am now 46 years old and I often reflect on my years at Mercersberg 1977 to 1980. Although I felt alone and out of sorts while there, so many faculty members including you made me feel at home and welcome. I will pray that God gives you a speedy recovery. You may not know the impact you had on so many young lives including mine. I will pray that God will bless you and bring you a peace that you gave to me as a young woman so far away from home and so afraid of being out or her element. Please know that you were a blessing and comfort to so many who many not have expressed it to you at the time.